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Friday, June 8, 2012
It's all about you
Xiao Qiiii, I don't know if you love me or not, but what's for sure is no matter what, I would love you still as you have dominated the entire of my heart. Pulling at me, my heart like the stars do. I can't promise to love you forever, but I can try my best to maintain my love in the current state, that's all I can promise as I don't wanna cheat you like what your ex did which you seemed to hate much. Frankly speaking, you aren't as good as Eileen do, you act emotionally, even ignore me sometimes, but you're all I need. Believe me and give me your hands as well as your heart. :)
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
That's ME
I'm not born to be despise by anyone, anyone!! Me, Lai Chang Hung officially announced, since this second, I'll tried my best in studying and get good result in order not to be despised by those 4S1's. It's always better to despise the others compared to let other looks down on you~~~~~
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
神。迹
蒙天父上帝的恩,我取得了出人意料的成绩,8A。对于当初刚考完PMR的我来说,8A视乎是要不可及的,那时的我认为一切付出的努力将白费,化为乌有,因此总一个人Emo,认为这世界啥都没了,我自己也失去了我自己。但,感谢神,每当我情绪低落时,身边一直有群好友不断的鼓励,安慰我,是我还不至于自残。而晋道堂的FB也奇迹般的在情绪低落时PO上几句金句,非常奇妙的,都和我说面临的情况有关,大多数是劝勉世人要相信耶和华,并对祂有绝对的信心。由于先前有了每夜祷告的习惯,我自己也常向神来祈求自己获得优越的成绩,但似乎都不见效。但直到成绩揭晓前的两个星期的一天,我突然想通了,我想我既已向神祷告,就不应该担心,而应将一切交在神手中,由祂自己掌管,安排。而数日后,前来报佳音的牧师知道了我是今年PMR的应考生,也劝勉我不必担忧,神自会保佑的。这使得原本已放下心头大石的我就更放心了。以后,我就啥都不管,不理,将其交在上帝手中。当然,当中有许许多多的试探,但靠着神的庇佑,我都度过了。最后,神真的保佑我得8A~~~~ 我。。我。。真的好高兴,没回话说!!!我只能说,信祂就对了!即使环境再难,后果再不可能,祂都会一一实现,因为作为创造宇宙的神,一切对祂来说,仅是鸡毛蒜皮。不过前提是你要完全的信祂,对祂有信心~~~无论如何,感谢神赐我的这一切切!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
万众期待的PMR成绩将于明早十时正正式揭晓,也就是22小时后的事,22小时,看似长远,不过我可以确定地告诉你,这决对不长。那既是不长,理论上,现在的我应该好比热锅上的蚂蚁,既紧张,又害怕。。不过,现在我心犹如平静之湖面,静之有静(没有酱静啦,偶尔有些涟漪 XDDD)。其实这主要的原因是因为我已将这一切切交托在上帝手中。犹记两年的这个时期,我因于中一时学业表现差劲,而面临换班的危机,仍记得那时我夜夜向天父上帝祷告,祈求祂的庇佑,就像现在一样,不过仍改变不了事实。不过就因为来到B班的关系,我认识了群死党,在他们的耳目渲染下,我开始拾起书本,努力向学。当然最后我得了显著的进步。到了去年年尾,我同样面临换班的危机(连续几年的假期都那么不安-__-)(不多加解释),我向神寻求祂的庇佑,神也知道此事非我错也,因此我有继续留在B班,跟死党们Sohai,同时我也跟发奋图强,创造了对我来说非常缠烂的成绩。不过PMR坦白说,是那么有点不尽人意。所以,我又向神祷告,希望祂保佑我,至于结果如何呢?22个小时后,自有分晓~~~不过无论如何,上帝的决定永远是对的 :)), 看中一年尾换班的那段就对了,感谢神两年来对我的庇佑,希望今年也是如此。明天见吧。 :)))
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